Don't you felt its too late?

Fine.., felt everything changed in this 1 month that i left for my ns ..

Them, them and them .. and them too :)

Too many things happened after i left ..

Feeling like very unexpected to know that everything

that happened in the time i'm left to there ..

Felt very disgusting bha ..

Headache after i came back to kl,

no ones know ..

maybe its because of 水土不服 bha ..

and in the end get sicked .. Lol x)

Feeling like going back there right now too,

and not coming back ..

Got no time to think anything at there,

too busy for everyone ..

And yet right now,

not feeling like going out with my gangs ..

The distance for us, going far and more far ..

not in the same topics anymore ..

so hiding myself in the house,

its better than going out and share my things bha?

I knew they'll mad on me,

but .. its okay ..

maybe one day you guys and girls will be okay ..

if i'm not here anymore .. :b

and i knew, everyone will blame on me,

blame why am i so stupid to think those nonsense thing right now ..

but, i felt moody right now ..

not feeling hanging out, and the only things i can say is ..

im sorry, friend ..

You guys and girls knew,

who am i, and how am i ..